I want it now!

A lot of people think that they can just get everything they want handed to them. They ask themselves why can't I have that. They are so lucky, your born with this set of skills. I hear people say this all around. You can attain anything you want. People aren't born a certain way, they are made as they grow up in life. If you live in different atmospheres it could possibly change who you are. To gain success in what you want you have to keep at it, persistence. It's the small stuff that counts, that small stuff leads to a whole lot. It leads to a breath taking triumph. On the other note, I just woke up for class and remembered class was at 11:20 not 10am. I was going to write my paper, which I probably will after this. My life has been okay, pretty stable. Last spring was a bad one and I want to change that. Its very interesting how one person can change a lot in your life, specially a past relationship. See in a normal relationship you do things together, I usually remember it all. After you are no longer in a relationship I remember random things that pop up. The zoo was mentioned because my roommate went today. Guess what? Last time I went to the zoo it was with her and her family. I had a really great time but that just reminds me. Well, this spring I am shooting for a wonderful one. This month I will be single for an entire year, Its been good too.

SPRING 12

Its is spring break and I am back in corvallis. I kinda miss Portland, that city has grown on me so much. It was a new beginning... it is a new start. I am growing up and its crazy, I swear its just because ill be turning the BIG 20 this year. It is weird to think that I am going to graduate college sometime soon, well in a couple years. Life flashes by so quick. I don't like to waste my time. I don't think anybody should waste their time. Sometimes its hard to understand what is going on in my head. I want what is best for me. I want to please my friends and family. Things have changed and Sometimes I forget who I am and all. Ive been trying to figure out who I am or what shall happen. It is spring break, Im getting older. Time flies quick. so love, love who is around. Forgive so you too can be forgiven. You never know when your last day could be so enjoy it. You only life once as of now... Let it come!