Sometimes having a dream is enough. Enough to inspire you to create something out of nothing.
Enough to make you question that which others choose to ignore. Enough to keep you awake, when others are asleep. Enough to bring you hope, when others torment themselves in despair.
Does your dream raise your pulse? Does it make your heart beat faster? Does it make your blood rush through your veins? If not, then your dream is not big enough.
"Thinking is thinking. It requires the same amount of energy for you to think small dreams or big exciting ones." ~Andres Lara
From The cuban Guy... Homeless at 16... Millionaire at 26
(andres Lara)
Follow your dreams...
-Isaac Camacho
Thursday, June 30, 2011
Wednesday, June 29, 2011
2 Lives
Two lives... one during the day... the other one at night. What do you prefer? day or night?... living at the moment or living in the world of imagination? Its your pick... what do you see? Darkness in heavy clouds in an empty street full of stress or sunbeams shooting through clouds and lights around with laughter?
But only will confusion come at night and at day you will go through difficult pathways that if completed the results would be everlasting happiness... But you have to gain that happiness.
At night you sleep and dream of what has happened in your day life, you may choose too dream what you want but it will always have a meaning, a deeper thought, maybe even a answer to a question.
In the day, it is only a game, maybe strategy, luck, or chance but you have to play to get what you want, you could always go back to your night life, your dream life, whenever you desire but you will never be able to leave the real sense of reality.
Something I wrote JR year in Highschool.
-Isaac Camacho
But only will confusion come at night and at day you will go through difficult pathways that if completed the results would be everlasting happiness... But you have to gain that happiness.
At night you sleep and dream of what has happened in your day life, you may choose too dream what you want but it will always have a meaning, a deeper thought, maybe even a answer to a question.
In the day, it is only a game, maybe strategy, luck, or chance but you have to play to get what you want, you could always go back to your night life, your dream life, whenever you desire but you will never be able to leave the real sense of reality.
Something I wrote JR year in Highschool.
-Isaac Camacho
Monday, June 27, 2011
7 Stages
(Please take your time to read this. -Isaac Camacho)
Stage One: Stranger's
I did not know this girl, she came to me at in instant one day at the dinning hall. It was me Eating, right when I look up There she is walking in... Stunning... Beautiful. Like an angel a star of some kind shinning... Glowing. There it was the first thing recognized, Her smile was just so bright. She was laughing with her friends, inside I was smiling... Inside I was happy. I did not know this girl for she was just a stranger, a girl I dream of... Who knows how things will end up. All I knew is I wanted to talk to her and maybe one day she would be my Girlfriend. Yeah Friends told me good luck... I didn't think she would ever be mine... I felt I was shooting high, she was "Out Of my League". There was times where my eyes caught hers, I turned quick as if I was looking at something else. "There is no way I would ever be with her" I thought To myself.
First day of class as im sitting... just on my laptop waiting for class to start. She walks in, my eyes open as I see the same smile and girl that I saw in the dinning hall. Impossible I thought, There is no way out of all the students this girl would be in my damn class... But she was... and there I sat thinking... I might have a chance.
Thats when stage 2 hit...
Stage Two: The Chase
So there it was... My chance to actually chase for a relationship. I never talked and I never sat by her for a week. I would keep myself distant, as I gathered information on how I was going to accomplish such a insane task. When Possible, I would look and give a smile... I was happy enough to get a smile back. I would hold the door open for her... doing just about all the nice things a gentleman would do. One day I got to class early and sat in the place she would, Took out my computer and turned in my work. It happened so quick... A voice... It was her voice... in my head I didn't know what to do. It was her she was saying something to me... I fucking choked. "Is this seat taken" she said pointing at the seat by mine. Go ahead I said... Why didn't I say anything more. We sat together and I soon thought of asking her something, But the teacher made us all move to our racial Spot. We broke off in separate directions. "now she thinks i'm a total asshole" I thought. Couple days later I walk in to a class before she is leaving. We talked... But I fudged it up again. I said Derp and told her what it stands for with my friends... yeah alright she looked at me like I was stupid or Childlike. "great Now I really fucked it up, you were right Isaac she was way outta your league anyways"
This is where it gets interesting... I told my friends about it and they were like you are in a hole mister... good luck digging yourself outta that one. Yeah I thought it too. I was wakling back to the dinning hall to get dinner and there she was eating with her friend and this weird guy... like weird... I mean he is chill but social awkward. I could tell she didn't want him there sitting with them but it was hard to say no to him I guess. I manned up and was like fuck it im in college. I turned and walked towards her... She was happy to see me, she wanted an excuse to stop talking to this other guy. What else than to talk class related stuff. We talked about the readings and if she was going to do the HW. She didn't have the packet and I did. I offered to lend it to her. Guess what? I got her number... she even plugged it in my phone. Send me a text later. I looked and it was her name... Her beautiful and unique name, Not only was it her name but it had a smile face after it too... Just like this :) I was the happiest man ever. I was digging myself out of the hole. When I took her the packet with my friends... BTW we were going out clubbing. I asked her if she wanted to come... She said she really wants to but had no money. "ill spot you" I said. She came we got ready and left to the club. This was it my time to shine... We danced a little, I wanted to see if she was comfortable with dancing... she was... So I danced more and was a little close too. Well lets just say it was a really hot and we were both dancing pretty close. The way we danced was as if we were playing star roles in the dirty dancing havana nights movie. It was so romantic and Hot! There was times where I felt it was only us... only us dancing alone... together, Just her and I. It was over the dance I walked her all the way to her dorm. She asked if I wanted to watch a movie... The princess and the Frog. I did, That night we got to know each other a lot, about our past and more of who we are. That night we kissed... crazy... but it happened, I won't forget it either.
We hung out a lot, she came over, I went over it was if we were going out but without the title. It wasn't till December 11th where I asked her out... We actually went to visit her family And there we were laying... Cuddling on the couch... Then I asked... There it was... She said yes.
Stage Three: The HoneyMoon
We would do everything together, took trips to Washington... Had sleep overs... watched a ton of movies. Cooked dinner together. Visited my family and her family a ton. Had romantic little dinners. Took her out places. Everything was great... This girl was my dream... The girl I never thought I could get was mine. We kissed... Cuddled <3 It felt so long that this happened... as we grew together in a relationship I started to like her more and more everyday. Love... What a strong word... I didn't want to use it... I didn't want to say it. My past girlfriend fucked me over bad and love was evil... to me it did not exist. I let my past girlfriend so far in my life... It gave me chills to think about love. "I Love you" She said first... I didn't reply... but only explained why I did not say it back. Days turned to weeks then finally I let it out and said I love you too one day. And soon enough we were comfortable with each other. Stage Four: Comfortable We were super chill with each other, even had some paper to ask each other questions to make our relationship stronger... Yes we did have some tiny arguments and At the end we would make up and say it was for a stupid reason... usually we tried to communicate it through... to understand each other. Listening was a priority I guess, Its good in a relationship. It was a good comfortable though... we laughed... cracked each others back... told jokes... and stupid stories and all. There wasn't really a time where our tolerance was bad. I mean we were still considered the perfect cute couple. Stage Five: Tolerance We skipped this stage we were still mad in Love with each other... And I saw it going a long time, so did she... we talked about something a normal couple would... Like House color or room stuff... you know? about the future and all. we kissed and loved... went out for dinner and still had good times. Stage Six: Downhill This one hit so fast... I thought I was dreaming. I really don't know what to say but she stopped talking to me really she needed her own time she said. I let her be by herself. I let her go see her friends. I let her go out to her party without me. I did it all in hopes for her to come back and tell me what was going on. Yeah I wanted what was best for her like anyone else would. Yes we argued... and Yes I didn't approve of her going out to parties with people I didn't really know... I got to know her friends... They were amazing... took care of people lets just say... I then trusted them with her. Thats all I needed to be fine with it. I mean I don't think I was controlling... well my friends said I wasn't and neither did my family. They said this down hill came unexpectedly... maybe a misunderstanding. But soon it happend... Stage Seven: Breaking Up We basically skipped Stage 5 and half of 7. I let her be herself for about a week. we didn't talk really. I wanted her to get unstressed out with school and have friend time... i wanted things to get better so I let her be alone like she asked. One morning she texted me saying if she could come over after class. I opened the Door she was cold a little. I gave her a hug and kissed her. "I miss you" I said I saw her picking her things up she left... then I knew. "Can we talk" Yeah sure i said... She did it... She broke up with me. I didn't know what to say. This girl I just kissed and hugged just broke up with me... It hurt. It hurt a lot. why? Because I loved this girl... I really did like this girl. But now we are not together. Months have passed by and my feelings for this girl haven't changed... why would they? She still an amazing girl, still has that beautiful glimmering smile when I first saw her... Still gives those amazing hugs... I cry as I write this... and I try to cover it up. I just don't understand really. I really Don't but I guess sometimes its like that and you cant do nothing about it but let her go, That is because you love her so much it hurts to be away... It hurts that she is no longer there... you think after 2 fucking months I should be better... which I am... Im no longer thinking of suicide... that is stupid. I want to live my life. I would live it with her or without her. Im just saying she has not changed so why would my feelings change. My ex girlfriend Changed on me. She was not the girl I first met. My other one I currently miss is still who she once was. Maybe it was me who changed... maybe I was not her type. So much maybe. Sometimes I think if she was just lying to me about how much she cared... I don't think when she said I love you she was lying Or when she kissed me it was fake. We both knew what we had. So what do you say to a broken up relationship that didn't make all seven stages...? Who knows? People ask me a lot if I think Ill end up back in a relationship with her. You know what id say is if it was my choice I would. Its not my choice though, its hers. I still have feelings for her, I still care about her. Maybe one day who knows... Nobody can tell the future. If anything I fucked up someway or another... maybe one day she will let me know what I did so in the future I could better myself... so something like that does not happen again. Or maybe we get back together and go off where we left off. There is just so much things that could happen now. What I always thought the reason why she broke up with me... That actually made sense, was that she was super stressed and having a bad time trying to figure out her life and stuff. That she was unstable to have a boyfriend at the time. The words that are stuck in my head... Planted in my brain though the memory of her words.... "its over" she said... I said "like over over?".... "yes over Forever" she said.... Forever is stuck.. Planted in my head. Who knows if I would ever be in Love again... Maybe this one just fucked it up for real. Before this relationship I almost gave up on love... but it came back... there was still hope... but now Who knows... I know its there... well for some people. My parents happen to be one of those couples... 25+ years married.... I've always wanted to have something like that... Who knows though what will happen in the future... Im done controlling my life though.
Thanks if you read it all.
-Isaac Camacho
Stage One: Stranger's
I did not know this girl, she came to me at in instant one day at the dinning hall. It was me Eating, right when I look up There she is walking in... Stunning... Beautiful. Like an angel a star of some kind shinning... Glowing. There it was the first thing recognized, Her smile was just so bright. She was laughing with her friends, inside I was smiling... Inside I was happy. I did not know this girl for she was just a stranger, a girl I dream of... Who knows how things will end up. All I knew is I wanted to talk to her and maybe one day she would be my Girlfriend. Yeah Friends told me good luck... I didn't think she would ever be mine... I felt I was shooting high, she was "Out Of my League". There was times where my eyes caught hers, I turned quick as if I was looking at something else. "There is no way I would ever be with her" I thought To myself.
First day of class as im sitting... just on my laptop waiting for class to start. She walks in, my eyes open as I see the same smile and girl that I saw in the dinning hall. Impossible I thought, There is no way out of all the students this girl would be in my damn class... But she was... and there I sat thinking... I might have a chance.
Thats when stage 2 hit...
Stage Two: The Chase
So there it was... My chance to actually chase for a relationship. I never talked and I never sat by her for a week. I would keep myself distant, as I gathered information on how I was going to accomplish such a insane task. When Possible, I would look and give a smile... I was happy enough to get a smile back. I would hold the door open for her... doing just about all the nice things a gentleman would do. One day I got to class early and sat in the place she would, Took out my computer and turned in my work. It happened so quick... A voice... It was her voice... in my head I didn't know what to do. It was her she was saying something to me... I fucking choked. "Is this seat taken" she said pointing at the seat by mine. Go ahead I said... Why didn't I say anything more. We sat together and I soon thought of asking her something, But the teacher made us all move to our racial Spot. We broke off in separate directions. "now she thinks i'm a total asshole" I thought. Couple days later I walk in to a class before she is leaving. We talked... But I fudged it up again. I said Derp and told her what it stands for with my friends... yeah alright she looked at me like I was stupid or Childlike. "great Now I really fucked it up, you were right Isaac she was way outta your league anyways"
This is where it gets interesting... I told my friends about it and they were like you are in a hole mister... good luck digging yourself outta that one. Yeah I thought it too. I was wakling back to the dinning hall to get dinner and there she was eating with her friend and this weird guy... like weird... I mean he is chill but social awkward. I could tell she didn't want him there sitting with them but it was hard to say no to him I guess. I manned up and was like fuck it im in college. I turned and walked towards her... She was happy to see me, she wanted an excuse to stop talking to this other guy. What else than to talk class related stuff. We talked about the readings and if she was going to do the HW. She didn't have the packet and I did. I offered to lend it to her. Guess what? I got her number... she even plugged it in my phone. Send me a text later. I looked and it was her name... Her beautiful and unique name, Not only was it her name but it had a smile face after it too... Just like this :) I was the happiest man ever. I was digging myself out of the hole. When I took her the packet with my friends... BTW we were going out clubbing. I asked her if she wanted to come... She said she really wants to but had no money. "ill spot you" I said. She came we got ready and left to the club. This was it my time to shine... We danced a little, I wanted to see if she was comfortable with dancing... she was... So I danced more and was a little close too. Well lets just say it was a really hot and we were both dancing pretty close. The way we danced was as if we were playing star roles in the dirty dancing havana nights movie. It was so romantic and Hot! There was times where I felt it was only us... only us dancing alone... together, Just her and I. It was over the dance I walked her all the way to her dorm. She asked if I wanted to watch a movie... The princess and the Frog. I did, That night we got to know each other a lot, about our past and more of who we are. That night we kissed... crazy... but it happened, I won't forget it either.
We hung out a lot, she came over, I went over it was if we were going out but without the title. It wasn't till December 11th where I asked her out... We actually went to visit her family And there we were laying... Cuddling on the couch... Then I asked... There it was... She said yes.
Stage Three: The HoneyMoon
We would do everything together, took trips to Washington... Had sleep overs... watched a ton of movies. Cooked dinner together. Visited my family and her family a ton. Had romantic little dinners. Took her out places. Everything was great... This girl was my dream... The girl I never thought I could get was mine. We kissed... Cuddled <3 It felt so long that this happened... as we grew together in a relationship I started to like her more and more everyday. Love... What a strong word... I didn't want to use it... I didn't want to say it. My past girlfriend fucked me over bad and love was evil... to me it did not exist. I let my past girlfriend so far in my life... It gave me chills to think about love. "I Love you" She said first... I didn't reply... but only explained why I did not say it back. Days turned to weeks then finally I let it out and said I love you too one day. And soon enough we were comfortable with each other. Stage Four: Comfortable We were super chill with each other, even had some paper to ask each other questions to make our relationship stronger... Yes we did have some tiny arguments and At the end we would make up and say it was for a stupid reason... usually we tried to communicate it through... to understand each other. Listening was a priority I guess, Its good in a relationship. It was a good comfortable though... we laughed... cracked each others back... told jokes... and stupid stories and all. There wasn't really a time where our tolerance was bad. I mean we were still considered the perfect cute couple. Stage Five: Tolerance We skipped this stage we were still mad in Love with each other... And I saw it going a long time, so did she... we talked about something a normal couple would... Like House color or room stuff... you know? about the future and all. we kissed and loved... went out for dinner and still had good times. Stage Six: Downhill This one hit so fast... I thought I was dreaming. I really don't know what to say but she stopped talking to me really she needed her own time she said. I let her be by herself. I let her go see her friends. I let her go out to her party without me. I did it all in hopes for her to come back and tell me what was going on. Yeah I wanted what was best for her like anyone else would. Yes we argued... and Yes I didn't approve of her going out to parties with people I didn't really know... I got to know her friends... They were amazing... took care of people lets just say... I then trusted them with her. Thats all I needed to be fine with it. I mean I don't think I was controlling... well my friends said I wasn't and neither did my family. They said this down hill came unexpectedly... maybe a misunderstanding. But soon it happend... Stage Seven: Breaking Up We basically skipped Stage 5 and half of 7. I let her be herself for about a week. we didn't talk really. I wanted her to get unstressed out with school and have friend time... i wanted things to get better so I let her be alone like she asked. One morning she texted me saying if she could come over after class. I opened the Door she was cold a little. I gave her a hug and kissed her. "I miss you" I said I saw her picking her things up she left... then I knew. "Can we talk" Yeah sure i said... She did it... She broke up with me. I didn't know what to say. This girl I just kissed and hugged just broke up with me... It hurt. It hurt a lot. why? Because I loved this girl... I really did like this girl. But now we are not together. Months have passed by and my feelings for this girl haven't changed... why would they? She still an amazing girl, still has that beautiful glimmering smile when I first saw her... Still gives those amazing hugs... I cry as I write this... and I try to cover it up. I just don't understand really. I really Don't but I guess sometimes its like that and you cant do nothing about it but let her go, That is because you love her so much it hurts to be away... It hurts that she is no longer there... you think after 2 fucking months I should be better... which I am... Im no longer thinking of suicide... that is stupid. I want to live my life. I would live it with her or without her. Im just saying she has not changed so why would my feelings change. My ex girlfriend Changed on me. She was not the girl I first met. My other one I currently miss is still who she once was. Maybe it was me who changed... maybe I was not her type. So much maybe. Sometimes I think if she was just lying to me about how much she cared... I don't think when she said I love you she was lying Or when she kissed me it was fake. We both knew what we had. So what do you say to a broken up relationship that didn't make all seven stages...? Who knows? People ask me a lot if I think Ill end up back in a relationship with her. You know what id say is if it was my choice I would. Its not my choice though, its hers. I still have feelings for her, I still care about her. Maybe one day who knows... Nobody can tell the future. If anything I fucked up someway or another... maybe one day she will let me know what I did so in the future I could better myself... so something like that does not happen again. Or maybe we get back together and go off where we left off. There is just so much things that could happen now. What I always thought the reason why she broke up with me... That actually made sense, was that she was super stressed and having a bad time trying to figure out her life and stuff. That she was unstable to have a boyfriend at the time. The words that are stuck in my head... Planted in my brain though the memory of her words.... "its over" she said... I said "like over over?".... "yes over Forever" she said.... Forever is stuck.. Planted in my head. Who knows if I would ever be in Love again... Maybe this one just fucked it up for real. Before this relationship I almost gave up on love... but it came back... there was still hope... but now Who knows... I know its there... well for some people. My parents happen to be one of those couples... 25+ years married.... I've always wanted to have something like that... Who knows though what will happen in the future... Im done controlling my life though.
Thanks if you read it all.
-Isaac Camacho
Saturday, June 25, 2011
Harry Potter
I started reading the Harry Potter book Series In the start of the 2nd week of May (after Cinco De mayo). I was only going to read the first book but I kinda got hooked and needed to read the next book. Its been a month and a half... Or a little bit more. I know it would be 2 months before the 2nd part of Deathly Hallows comes out. I am currently on the 5th Book (Order Of the phoenix). I am really trying my best to get them all done Before the Final Bang! =D But summer has been so like laid back I haven't really read a lot. I really like these books, I was missing way much from not reading them. I really don't know why I have never read them. Im a Harry Potter Nerd... Really I can relate just about anything to something in Harry Potter. Its just I wish life was like that you know? like I love magic and stuff and I wish We all had wands, and we had to fight against the dark side... Like come on? wouldn't that be fun?? I think so ha Then Again I rather be trapped in Harry Potter life/book Than live my own life right now... at the moment it is currently Boring and lame. I mean I made two Best friends in college and we are now seperated... Like it sucks. I really don't have friends that Id like to hang out with... Like super good friends... Other than Woody and we did some chillan awhile ago, but like what will I do when he is gone for work? yeah.. hard life haha Well I mean at least its better than O.W.L.'s A 5th year has to take... Like seriously that shit would be so stressful and WTF? 12 inches of essay WTF is that soupposed to mean? I wouldnt like HW in the Magical life but the apparating and wand flicking would be awesome ha... oh and yes Harry Potter is Better than Twilight... no questions about it.
Well I was just taking a break from reading... I get sleepy when I read sometimes.
I've read more in the last Two months than my whole entire life.. I know sad.
Well Off to go read more... Ron is keeper! Super right?! ha
anyways
Peace
-Isaac Camacho
Well I was just taking a break from reading... I get sleepy when I read sometimes.
I've read more in the last Two months than my whole entire life.. I know sad.
Well Off to go read more... Ron is keeper! Super right?! ha
anyways
Peace
-Isaac Camacho
I once Knew a Girl
Back in High School I knew this girl, that was amazing, Funny, Nice, Well loved by a lot of people. Lets say she was one of those "Popular People". Yeah she was cute, and she was an amazing dancer. She was a cheerleader, She liked to stay fit. We were super good friends, Yeah I did have a small thing for her at once. Thats not the case. Well lets just say things didn't go in that direction, but we became really good friends. Like hanging out and stuff was great, going to the movies. Well she dating this guy, you want to say controling because thats what it was. People started hating her, who knows why but she lost her best girlfriend, because this guy came first before anything. Well She came to me because I was helping her tell them that everybody was stupid for hating her. That is was just pointless drama that she didn't need to deal with. Knowing that she had not much friends. Senior year we were super chill and guess what her and that boyfriend weren't dating for some reason no more. No I was not going to jump on that, because we were bestfriends... it was no longer like that. She got friends and there was times were we got in groups. she loved hanging out, everybody was glad she didn't have her boy friend. She moved To portland to go to school, lived there for a month and then it happend. Ex boyfriend talked to her again. Well Guess what she ended up leaving her school career and Her chance of being a blazer girl. If she would have practice all those years she would have been one, she was just good at dancing nothing was stopping her.. but this guy. She moved back to his house with his family, her mom took her phone away and her car... talk about being alone. Everybody was disapointed in her, But I never said anything... only that im here if she needs anything as a friend. We kept talking on facebook untill she deleted it. her and her boyfriend made a facebook together we were freinds for a bit until i got deleted. Guessing her BF did that. Like really? No way of contacting her we didnt talk for the longest time. I got her new number and messaged her and this is what she said "If i wanted to talk to you i would have gave you my number personally, I have my own life now and we are no longer friends" Like really? After all that i did. I was like a brother... that what she said. I helped her through problems, all the time. I still keep things secret that she has told me and stuff that I know. Once a friend always a friend, she might be with her boyfriend and he dosn't want her hanging around. specially cuz now she is preggo... Well thats the life she lives, whenever she wants me Im still going to be here for her... She hear this from a lot of people but never from me... all I want to say is Im dissapointed... really dissapointed... Life itself is the best thing in the world... why throw it out like that?
Monday, June 20, 2011
The Perfect Romance
This is my View on the Perfect Romance.
It all starts with the eyes, you look at the person... you feel as it is love at first sight, something that you know it has to be. You feel the butterflys, tingling sensations all over your body, she makes you feel light like your floating.
The first words, your so nervous, your shaking, sweating... you know you can't mess it up, because you want a chance at her heart. It turns out like it was something totally diffrent you messed up and maked yourself look like an idiot, but she didn't mind... Guess it was cute.
She ends up liking you and you end up liking her. The small looks end up turning in to long stares and dreaming about the person. Asking the question what if? you know you want to be with her already.
The first date, you do anything to look at your best, and when you see her... the jaw drops automatically. Shes stunning, beautiful all around.
Days turn to weeks as your like is stronger, a stronger connection. Ending up hanging out more and more. Your parents love her, her parents love you.
You are known as the cutest couple there has been.
School college, you stay together cuddling up at night, that is now that you are boyfriend and girlfriend. Watching movies going out to romantic dinners. Taking random pictures and being yourself around your lover.
Love... It pops up... Is it real?
You have to love when you can.
I love you he says, I love you too she says in return.
A peck on the soft lips, you share hugs and again more cuddling and kissing.
Your getting older together, everything seems to be perfect.
You graduate college and move in to the work force.
Now You ask for her hand in marriage, You heart beating and beating faster and faster... her face lights up... as behind you the sunset on a beautiful beach in euroupe. "I Do" she says and as you feel like you were the luckiest man ever you pick her up and say I love you so much. You lay in the sand on a big huge blanket and sleep under the stars but the most precious one of all is laying right next to you.
Best wedding ever is all i can say
Honeymoon around the world for half a year.
Your getting paid for a great job, the both of you. Money is not a problem, You have a house and are able to travel when wanted.
The first kid. Happy tears run down your cheeks as you say to yourself im going to be a dad... you tell her... your wife... Im going to be the best dad ever.
You grow old together, loving, laughing.
You pass it on to your kids... about how you mom and dad met.
Reading harry potter to the kids, opening presents on christmas morning. Celebrating Thanks Giving with the family. Everything is just so perfect.
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Thats what I want it to be some day. Im a lover not a hater. Love when you can... you cant predict death.
I love you, Save me a spot up there okay beautiful?
Yes I will hun... I love you.
Shes in her death bed.. your both old. You hold her hand the last couple seconds of her last couple secounds before her real life begins.
Shes gone, but you don't cry... You kids miss their mom. You tell them, shes in a better place now and one day I will have to leave and you will be in charge to keep the name alive.
Shes always... since the first look she glued her love in you heart.
Now its you waiting for death to come... laying there... you know you will see her soon.
You smile before your dead.
You son says "At least they both died happy"
Love you mom and dad... Ill see you guys up there some day.
Perfect romance...
One day right... One day.
-Isaac Camacho
It all starts with the eyes, you look at the person... you feel as it is love at first sight, something that you know it has to be. You feel the butterflys, tingling sensations all over your body, she makes you feel light like your floating.
The first words, your so nervous, your shaking, sweating... you know you can't mess it up, because you want a chance at her heart. It turns out like it was something totally diffrent you messed up and maked yourself look like an idiot, but she didn't mind... Guess it was cute.
She ends up liking you and you end up liking her. The small looks end up turning in to long stares and dreaming about the person. Asking the question what if? you know you want to be with her already.
The first date, you do anything to look at your best, and when you see her... the jaw drops automatically. Shes stunning, beautiful all around.
Days turn to weeks as your like is stronger, a stronger connection. Ending up hanging out more and more. Your parents love her, her parents love you.
You are known as the cutest couple there has been.
School college, you stay together cuddling up at night, that is now that you are boyfriend and girlfriend. Watching movies going out to romantic dinners. Taking random pictures and being yourself around your lover.
Love... It pops up... Is it real?
You have to love when you can.
I love you he says, I love you too she says in return.
A peck on the soft lips, you share hugs and again more cuddling and kissing.
Your getting older together, everything seems to be perfect.
You graduate college and move in to the work force.
Now You ask for her hand in marriage, You heart beating and beating faster and faster... her face lights up... as behind you the sunset on a beautiful beach in euroupe. "I Do" she says and as you feel like you were the luckiest man ever you pick her up and say I love you so much. You lay in the sand on a big huge blanket and sleep under the stars but the most precious one of all is laying right next to you.
Best wedding ever is all i can say
Honeymoon around the world for half a year.
Your getting paid for a great job, the both of you. Money is not a problem, You have a house and are able to travel when wanted.
The first kid. Happy tears run down your cheeks as you say to yourself im going to be a dad... you tell her... your wife... Im going to be the best dad ever.
You grow old together, loving, laughing.
You pass it on to your kids... about how you mom and dad met.
Reading harry potter to the kids, opening presents on christmas morning. Celebrating Thanks Giving with the family. Everything is just so perfect.
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Thats what I want it to be some day. Im a lover not a hater. Love when you can... you cant predict death.
I love you, Save me a spot up there okay beautiful?
Yes I will hun... I love you.
Shes in her death bed.. your both old. You hold her hand the last couple seconds of her last couple secounds before her real life begins.
Shes gone, but you don't cry... You kids miss their mom. You tell them, shes in a better place now and one day I will have to leave and you will be in charge to keep the name alive.
Shes always... since the first look she glued her love in you heart.
Now its you waiting for death to come... laying there... you know you will see her soon.
You smile before your dead.
You son says "At least they both died happy"
Love you mom and dad... Ill see you guys up there some day.
Perfect romance...
One day right... One day.
-Isaac Camacho
Sunday, June 19, 2011
Update
Well I sold my car finally, By jetta... You were my first car and I had a lot of memories with you. It has been almost 3 years having that car it was about time to get some new wheels. I always treat my cars with great respect, I try to treat them like I would treat a girl... But see don't take that wrong because I love Cars, I love girls too =D You got to treat your girl and your car right. For instance you have to take care of your car wash it, change the oil and when somethings wrong fix it before it gets worse. With your girl you have to protect her, make sure she's happy, take her out, do something nice for her... and if there is a problem fix it before it gets worse. My jetta is gone, sometimes you just get tired of it, sometimes you need something new. You just feel like you hate it all and you never want it ever again. I loved my jetta but its time for a new hot looking girl, something brand new... looks hot, sexy, makes everybody want to just stare, yes Im talking about a Kawasaki Ninja baby! =D what were you thinking of haha ;D
Im going to start of with a 249cc Im little and im 135 pounds so I could go fast... Im not in a relationship at the moment so im going to baby the shit out of this new bike... Its going to be like a new puppy a brand new love... oh how I miss it.
It is either this one or a Kawasaki green one or Just straight Black, Who knows which color but I can't wait... Oh and its saves gas too and when people ask me for rides ill be like yeah if you dont mind going on a sports bike =D
Thats it for now, Have to do some paper work right now
-Isaac Camacho
Im going to start of with a 249cc Im little and im 135 pounds so I could go fast... Im not in a relationship at the moment so im going to baby the shit out of this new bike... Its going to be like a new puppy a brand new love... oh how I miss it.
It is either this one or a Kawasaki green one or Just straight Black, Who knows which color but I can't wait... Oh and its saves gas too and when people ask me for rides ill be like yeah if you dont mind going on a sports bike =D
Thats it for now, Have to do some paper work right now
-Isaac Camacho
Monday, June 13, 2011
Deep... Do you Understand?
I have always felt like I think diffrently from a lot of people. Well everybody thinks diffrently but Sometimes its hard to explain why i think this way.
I look ahead for everything, cutting out possiblities and all. Its just weird and unexplainable sorta... well at least Its hard to do it. The way I feel Is insane, stupid insane. It will only work if I keep it all to myself, if somebody knows then the circle... the bond is broken, so everything then has to be re-done and re-thought. You path always leads to another. It never ends until death. It all started as strangers, the looks, the eyes, the door. The sparkle the light. The OMG. Then the Silence doing anything you could to get closer... friends... class... school. It all is put together as the start. what makes you what makes eachother. Then the years pass as soon its 3 years but still all the same, no matter what. Then its born again just hit the restart button and you come back to it always no matter what as long as its there. This is what hit me so hard... I came back and it was not the same... I no longer felt the same. It was diffrent, because there was something more important in my life. That which triggerd my mind to think of somebody else rather than what it usually does, But I couldnt... I just couldnt do it. Why though? when It interested me so much at one point and now it feels like I only want one thing. I have to act like Im happy for it too. Have to act like im glad. This has happend before, and its crazy to my eyes... I am not gonna let it pass like it did before... I regret doing it and now I pay... But I have learned and I wont let it happen twice... so either I go do it or give up... I rather lose trying knowing I fight for what I belive in... So hard to understand when my mind is going so fast, faster than I could type...... What can I say I'm A deep thinker... Some people say its good some people say its bad... Ive gotten this far in life... why change it when it has done me so well.
-Isaac Camacho
I look ahead for everything, cutting out possiblities and all. Its just weird and unexplainable sorta... well at least Its hard to do it. The way I feel Is insane, stupid insane. It will only work if I keep it all to myself, if somebody knows then the circle... the bond is broken, so everything then has to be re-done and re-thought. You path always leads to another. It never ends until death. It all started as strangers, the looks, the eyes, the door. The sparkle the light. The OMG. Then the Silence doing anything you could to get closer... friends... class... school. It all is put together as the start. what makes you what makes eachother. Then the years pass as soon its 3 years but still all the same, no matter what. Then its born again just hit the restart button and you come back to it always no matter what as long as its there. This is what hit me so hard... I came back and it was not the same... I no longer felt the same. It was diffrent, because there was something more important in my life. That which triggerd my mind to think of somebody else rather than what it usually does, But I couldnt... I just couldnt do it. Why though? when It interested me so much at one point and now it feels like I only want one thing. I have to act like Im happy for it too. Have to act like im glad. This has happend before, and its crazy to my eyes... I am not gonna let it pass like it did before... I regret doing it and now I pay... But I have learned and I wont let it happen twice... so either I go do it or give up... I rather lose trying knowing I fight for what I belive in... So hard to understand when my mind is going so fast, faster than I could type...... What can I say I'm A deep thinker... Some people say its good some people say its bad... Ive gotten this far in life... why change it when it has done me so well.
-Isaac Camacho
Saturday, June 11, 2011
Leaving The dorms...
Well done with finals, im hoping to get a 3.0 GPA or above.
This term was hard because of my relationship break up... nobody said those were going to be easy. It really screwed me over, I was depressed for a long time. Last two weeks I made up work and was positive... Im a great guy, nice guy, I am smart... Some what good looking ;D haha Full Ride Scholar, I can dance and cook... Yeah im selling myself out for other women out there haha jk. Well I have been thinking postive a lot which is good =D Well It was sad to leave the dorms, there was just so much memories there and stuff, it sucked moving from portland... If I could I would have stayed... But fucking parking tickets took all my mo fo money away haha.
Well Im back in my home Town of Corvallis Oregon home of the Beavers!!! Dad is in alaska fishing, he will be gone for 6 months. I wont be working this summer really. I'll be doing a lot of community service like a good kid, I love helping others out, God gave me hands to help others, thats what I shall use them for. Well Today was that day Half a year it would have been. Her birthday is today, I already said Happy Birthday though. Shout out to all those people that have broken up with their ex's... Don't never forget their birthday no matter what happend... does not mean you can be like "oh Im not going to say happy birthday because... so and so on" Don't be a douche bag. Remember the girls birthday no matter what. So short but yet seems so long, I feel like just last week I was just seeing her walk into the dinning hall. Its been almost a year since that day.
Well Let Summer Begin Folks
Live Laugh and Love guys!
-Camacho
This term was hard because of my relationship break up... nobody said those were going to be easy. It really screwed me over, I was depressed for a long time. Last two weeks I made up work and was positive... Im a great guy, nice guy, I am smart... Some what good looking ;D haha Full Ride Scholar, I can dance and cook... Yeah im selling myself out for other women out there haha jk. Well I have been thinking postive a lot which is good =D Well It was sad to leave the dorms, there was just so much memories there and stuff, it sucked moving from portland... If I could I would have stayed... But fucking parking tickets took all my mo fo money away haha.
Well Im back in my home Town of Corvallis Oregon home of the Beavers!!! Dad is in alaska fishing, he will be gone for 6 months. I wont be working this summer really. I'll be doing a lot of community service like a good kid, I love helping others out, God gave me hands to help others, thats what I shall use them for. Well Today was that day Half a year it would have been. Her birthday is today, I already said Happy Birthday though. Shout out to all those people that have broken up with their ex's... Don't never forget their birthday no matter what happend... does not mean you can be like "oh Im not going to say happy birthday because... so and so on" Don't be a douche bag. Remember the girls birthday no matter what. So short but yet seems so long, I feel like just last week I was just seeing her walk into the dinning hall. Its been almost a year since that day.
Well Let Summer Begin Folks
Live Laugh and Love guys!
-Camacho
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
Just a Fast one...
So Finals week, Just did my Acting one today and I feel like I did a really good job. All the shit from my dorm wall is all gone. I have one more final, which is tomorrow at 8am.... That is my last morning class ever! haha Well Things have been going great these last couple of days =D Positive energy... I need to finish my Goblet of fire before I leave because I dont want to Come back to Portland and Turn it back in haha. Well I Should leave Portland Friday night.
-Isaac Camacho
-Isaac Camacho
Sunday, June 5, 2011
A Love Story
You are no longer by my side, Beautiful
Inside I only feel solitude
If I can no longer see you
Because God made me love you
Just to make me suffer more
You always were the reason for my existence
To love you for me was a religion
In your kisses I found
The heat they brought upon me
The Passion, and the love
Its a love story
there is no story so equal
It made me realize
all the good and all the bad
it gave me light to my life
Turning it off afterwards
what life so obscured
Without your love I cannot live
This is a song That my Dad taught me how to play on the Guitar and I always wanted to Translate it by myself and all so here it is. Oh its written by NANA MOSKOURI
A quote that said after the song "Love alone is the complete story of a women, But only an episode of a man's"
-Isaac Camacho
Inside I only feel solitude
If I can no longer see you
Because God made me love you
Just to make me suffer more
You always were the reason for my existence
To love you for me was a religion
In your kisses I found
The heat they brought upon me
The Passion, and the love
Its a love story
there is no story so equal
It made me realize
all the good and all the bad
it gave me light to my life
Turning it off afterwards
what life so obscured
Without your love I cannot live
This is a song That my Dad taught me how to play on the Guitar and I always wanted to Translate it by myself and all so here it is. Oh its written by NANA MOSKOURI
A quote that said after the song "Love alone is the complete story of a women, But only an episode of a man's"
-Isaac Camacho
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