Again, stuck in my head.

So look,

Life is filled of choices and decisions. Every choice you make is a path... Life is a path a road that you are going along on. So Its almost like a highway with a lot of exits. Each exit is its own subject. One exit could be a girl another exit could be another girl. One exit could be College. Another Dance. ect. Anything you could think of, being a main subject is an exit. Okay Lets say i take the exit of dance, That exit leads to many other roads so what dance? hip hop is one road and electro is another road. Okay? what about electro lets just say i take that path... There is competitions vertigight different styles... It just leads on to so much more My mind goes to the end... puts me with all the possibilities that can happen... so I know what could happen what to expect.
For a girl, you see her and think of everything... she is her own exit... that exit leads to many diffrent roads... it could just lead to friends, relationship, hooking up etc. anything that is possible with the girl. I think of it all to the end, But some roads end and you have to cancel them out... with questions... like saying there is no way that would happen... like uncommon ways... like me dying tomorrow or something that isnt likely to happen so i wont go on that road for to long.
Ive never really been able to explain how it all comes together but my mind procesess everything to the end.
Lets say im walking down the street... a guy is walking in opposite direction. that whole time its going to take about 30 seconds for him to pass me. In those 30 seconds my mind is canceling out diffrent possiblities. First thing he could walk past me not look, second i want to be safe i don't want him to hurt me. 3rd what is he carrying, who is he what does he look like what shoes what pants. All goes to my head... What could he do to me, PUll a knife pull a gun try to mug me... so when he passes me i know what his foots steps sound like... any sudden moves and i turn quick. i think of where i will strike and what i would do, I am always one step ahead of the opponent. e

Its crazy but ive done it my whole life and its 18 years and ive gotten really good at it. good at finding things and i use it for my advantage... Its really mind blowing i guess. When i was in cadet academy we were taught something like that and i picked it up fast because i got what it the lesson was saying... "always be prepared for everything, No matter what"