Just a Five Letter Word

Shawn Chrystopher
I never said bitch till my heart was broken,
Now it seem like bitch the only word ever spoken

They teach you how to love, but never the out come
So when I see love. I'm trying to out run
And ima do this cart lewis on this life track
I gave her everything, I want my life back
And that ring too, oh what I mean boo
I mean my life is fucking better since I seen you
All up in my life like r3 d2
Who knew with out that make up you were see through
We grew apart like lines in a broadway play
And I aint mean to pick apart that day
When you say us is too much too try to discuss
And I aint even did shit, wasn't even no mistrust
You was fuckin tripin and couldnt handle life
So then you cut me off, and bitch that wasn't right
Remember that night, your whole family put you down
And I treat you like a queen, even handed you a crown
But then you slipped off like nightgowns do at ron day vus
They say you never play your part, you loose
But I play my part like denzel trainin day was my fuckin oscar
But you the actress bitch, yeah a fuckin imposter
But now I got a roster, and you aint even startin
I got a new bitch, bitch, and you aint even parkin
Oh I'm sorry bitch, did I offend you,
Great bitch cause I ment too

I never said bitch till my heart was broken,
Now it seem like it's the only word ever spoken
I never said bitch till my heart was broken,
Now it seem like bitch the only word ever spoken

Live in the same city, drive the same streets
But when I ask for some time, you say you can't meet
You say you gotta work, and you got shit to do
But all that really means is I don't mean shit to you
So what's the point of me standing here on my own two
And when I need to talk too, I tell her phone you
Naw that aint the life, at least not for me
You got me writing don't my shit like I was socrates
And last night I met a girl that was in the club
She told me by the way I look, she knew I need love
Gave me a hug, and it felt so good
And she treated me in all the ways I wish you sorta would
I wish you sorta could, but you don't have the time
How we gonna be in love, when I was next in line
I brought that girl home, I hope you understand
She made me feel like a man

I never said bitch till my heart was broken,
Now it feel like bitch the only word ever spoken
I never said bitch till my heart was broken,
Now it feel like bitch the only word ever spoken

(shawn Chrystopher)

Its always me who is getting hurt, because I cant do the hurting... I don't like seeing others in pain. If its me who has to carry that pain for them... Im willing to do that. Nobody should feel like that. In life you move on, Ill tell you I have never found love and be mad at me hate me whatever but Love Is Forever. I thought I was in love, but I guess I lied to myself... but when you lie constantly it turns true.
I can't go back now, but I don't really care... I Was a fucking good boyfriend and thats all that matter... Don't downgrade cuz thats stupid but try to get better. Who do you think you are really? think about it ha, I laugh because its true.
anyways off to camp got shit to do =D
Peace love!
-Isaac Camacho