The most Blessed Day!

Breathe as though it was your last breath, embrace as though it was your last hug, stand by those you love as though you might never stand again.

Dance as though it was your last dance, enjoy your significant others as though you might never see them another time, speak as though what you say will be your last words.

Treat today as though it was the most blessed day you ever had. In retrospect, who knows, it might very well be.

"Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans."
~John Lennon

Pen Pal

so... I'm a gates scholar... If you all didn't know that. Anyway thats not what i'm trying to get at. They sent all the West cost scholars to a conference in LA. Well, lets just say i'm a romantic type of guy, and girls are amazing. Well, there happened to be this one girl That just stood out to me, she was... well very attractive but not like over attractive where its just bad but she was cute... pretty... and she wore converse haha. Well, 3 days at this conference I could not budge anything... not even a single word. See for those who don't know i am a super shy guy but Sometimes I have to fore myself to do things. If I don't than nothing will get accomplished. Out of no where she was in my group on the last night and we talked. I kept it group related, we wrote a poem and I sang it as a rap... she thought I was pretty good the fact that I pulled it right out of my ass. That night was the dance... ha yeah you all know it... I didn't ask her to dance... I should have... to show off my dance skills haha she probably would have liked that. I didn't dance with any girl that night, its just so hard to ask a girl to dance idk what... i've talked in front of house reps and the senate but i cant ask a girl to dance... i know its super crap. Well I totally lost her and that night in bed I was thinking a lot about her like what if I don't see her and shit like that. I thought she was just gonna be that one girl that I never got her name and It would be stuck with me forever. Next day as everybody is departing, i really felt everybody left... so i went to talk to my buddy Ivan that came on the same flight with me... "hey when do we leave?" i asked as he started talking i looked around in the group he was sitting at and there she was... ivans voice sorta just went in and out of my ear... Sorry Ivan... well Obviously popped in the conversation some how we got to talking about Pen Pals and stuff like that. I thought she was kidding so I didn't even bother. until like 2 seconds before she left i ran up and asked "were you being serious?" yeah here is my #.... I did it ha No fucking way but i did it ha... I really didnt think anything of it just as a friend thing and an accoplishment i guess. Well I wrote this song for her and i know these are just the lyrics but its better than nothing right.
hope you like it.
i dont have a mic to record it but i will... i already promised.


(First Verse)
I only met you just a while ago
Sudden death grip that I wont see you anymore
But I seemed to get an address that’s where you resign
So I’m gonna write to you pen pal every word every line
You say my name in excitement it feels so great
Wanna write a.s.a.p. Don’t want this letter to be late
Hopefully you will read it and it makes your day
Thinking ahead by the page to what ill for say
I know your curious absorbing it through your writing
It’s a great story to wait for because it’s so exiting
Life is okay your stressed just outta your mind
You took a calc mid term passed with a 79
You shouldn’t worry, its a passing grade so what’s the fuss
Professor gave a curve that bumped it up to a B+
Friends joined at the hip sticking together like glue
Same thing here, friends forever amongst me, there’s only two

(Second Verse)

Got things to say but I haven’t received a single letter
I write to you is cuz it makes me feel so much better
I write when I am down or even when I am hurt
Writing what has happened just lifts me off this dirt
Guess I’m happy to have somebody to write too
One letter back smile on my face admit that’s true
It doesn’t matter what I write this is just my mind
Nobody listens I keep it to myself all the time
These are my problems and my story that I’m sharing
Keeps me on the right path but people just keep on glaring
But that doesn’t stop me for my future is indeed
This is my goal my mission this is what I shall bleed
For instance the blood is life, which is part of me
The thing that got me so far was love for my family
Putting my life on the paper with ink or lead
Signed dear Pen Pal sincerely wrote Isaac he said

Hola.....

Esperaba hablar mas contigo durante el campamento... :C Pero te entiendo. a veces las cosas no son como queremos. Aveces me sineto sola, pero esa es otra historia.

Hoy durante el lonche estaba pensando en como nos conocimos, como simpre me haces reir y eso me encanta que puedes cambiar como me siento en un instante. Te extrano.

Con la persona que me saco de mi Black Hole.

<3


-Isaac Camacho

I Hate...

You know what I hate? What I hate the most, When somebody works hard to and then sombody just shuts you down. I don't hate a lot of things, You know Im more of a love love person. The word jerk... Or douche bag... When that is said to me... I hate that shit. I don't deserve that, why? Because I am not a jerk and I am not a douche bag. I fucking do so much things for people, and those people out there that know who I really am know that I am not a jerk. Even if its said as a joke.
See I had friend... Had a Friend. A really good one too. I haven't seen her in ever. A year exactly. A whole fucking year... and yeah I miss her. She has her "own" life. All I see is her pictures. She threw away her college, her friends and family for a guy that does not treat her right. He is out having fun while she is at home with his baby. She is pregnant all I see is her stomach growing. I told her whenever she needed me before she told me she didn't want me in her life, that i would be there... even if she kept her attitude going. At the same time Im glad she is pregnant and Im glad she dosn't have the best thing in the world going for her but see thats how we learn things.... I didn't have it going for me all the time. We all learn...we all move forward.

"There's not such a thing as standing still, for the world is always moving; if you're standing still, you are being left behind." ~Andres Lara

-Isaac Fucking Camacho

hurtful love

She is in love, sweet love comes over them. But it hurts pain, cuts punches. She still lives on trying to be happy trying to see the good things. Doing what she can to try to make things better. See it wasn't always like this... pain... and brusies, see there was a time where it was love real true love. Every word every touch... just love... but now it has changed every little word tunes into an argument. Sometimes pain is something people need, rather than helping her self she does need somebody else to do it. He stricks her again I fucking swear! She won't let me do it she wants to deal with it. She knows she could count the things that are good about him easier than counting the bad about him. She insists its love. It broke not because of her but because of a stronger force more than her parents... seprate ways diffrent directions. It still stics because deep down inside that shit is still there... so he promise he has changed but he went his route and changed it... now he is hitting another girl but the kid is there to thing about it. Acting like friends... but stuff that has happend is still in the back of the head once awhile it stings... she tries diffrent boys diffrnt guys but its not the same... who am I she asks? Why me, why do things have to be like this. What she does for him still in hopes of one day things will change and she could be with him once again... who is there to council? Some crazy shit some people get married in love... the love dies off after a few years but kids are there kids are more important because you may not have love for the mother but kids are more important. Be careful... one day you will settle but don't stop now keep on moving forward. -isaac camacho

My Trip So Far

So I came with my friends from portland state university to go to Reno Nevada. I am here to visit my roomate from PSU. It was a good drive In my moms subaru outback =D well we got here and first thing we did was eat In n Out =D I got a 4x4 which is on the secret menu =D one the 31st we checked into the resort that I got for 4 Nights =D Through my Friend his 19th birthday and my Other friend her 20th two nights in a row so you can see how that worked out ha. I love the weather it like 90 degrees everyday =D I am so tan! We went and walked downtown Reno. Oh and we went to this place called painted rock and i jumped off 20ft cliff and i did a flip of the 10ft one which is smaller. I dove off the big one too =D Lately i've been doing stupid things because its like you got to live life... yes i think about it but sometimes you have to say "fuck it" and go for it. In my last blog i put if your goal is to easy and it does not scare you then you are living your life at ease. if you want to go somewhere in life you got to set high goals. Well anyway we went to Lake Tahoe and we went rock jumping, i went shallow diving and again we jumped of rocks there was some girls there so i was showing off ha ha. I went to the tallest rock which was super high idk this might be rock but 30ft? well i did a head stand on it while everybody watched =D I love adrenaline I got a $115 parking ticket for parking in a place that had no signs whatsoever but who cares ill just pay it later. I have spent half my money already I think I only have like $100 left. I got the master room in the Resort it was great =D.... Plus im getting super dark.... well im leaving to san fran tonight and get to spend the whole day up there on friday... @MsRebeccaBlack Follow on twitter.... can follow me on twitter @IcyDaOffical The reason why im posting this is because Rebecca Black is following me on Twitter like the Official rebecca black =D Her new song is tight and the TGIF music video that she is in...

well cya!

-Isaac Camacho

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