You know what I hate? What I hate the most, When somebody works hard to and then sombody just shuts you down. I don't hate a lot of things, You know Im more of a love love person. The word jerk... Or douche bag... When that is said to me... I hate that shit. I don't deserve that, why? Because I am not a jerk and I am not a douche bag. I fucking do so much things for people, and those people out there that know who I really am know that I am not a jerk. Even if its said as a joke.
See I had friend... Had a Friend. A really good one too. I haven't seen her in ever. A year exactly. A whole fucking year... and yeah I miss her. She has her "own" life. All I see is her pictures. She threw away her college, her friends and family for a guy that does not treat her right. He is out having fun while she is at home with his baby. She is pregnant all I see is her stomach growing. I told her whenever she needed me before she told me she didn't want me in her life, that i would be there... even if she kept her attitude going. At the same time Im glad she is pregnant and Im glad she dosn't have the best thing in the world going for her but see thats how we learn things.... I didn't have it going for me all the time. We all learn...we all move forward.
"There's not such a thing as standing still, for the world is always moving; if you're standing still, you are being left behind." ~Andres Lara
-Isaac Fucking Camacho
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