hurtful love

She is in love, sweet love comes over them. But it hurts pain, cuts punches. She still lives on trying to be happy trying to see the good things. Doing what she can to try to make things better. See it wasn't always like this... pain... and brusies, see there was a time where it was love real true love. Every word every touch... just love... but now it has changed every little word tunes into an argument. Sometimes pain is something people need, rather than helping her self she does need somebody else to do it. He stricks her again I fucking swear! She won't let me do it she wants to deal with it. She knows she could count the things that are good about him easier than counting the bad about him. She insists its love. It broke not because of her but because of a stronger force more than her parents... seprate ways diffrent directions. It still stics because deep down inside that shit is still there... so he promise he has changed but he went his route and changed it... now he is hitting another girl but the kid is there to thing about it. Acting like friends... but stuff that has happend is still in the back of the head once awhile it stings... she tries diffrent boys diffrnt guys but its not the same... who am I she asks? Why me, why do things have to be like this. What she does for him still in hopes of one day things will change and she could be with him once again... who is there to council? Some crazy shit some people get married in love... the love dies off after a few years but kids are there kids are more important because you may not have love for the mother but kids are more important. Be careful... one day you will settle but don't stop now keep on moving forward. -isaac camacho