No joke I thought I was going to die, the sad part it I cant really explain what happend. One second I was all find ready for bed, and another second I was puking my lungs out.
I was diagnosed with Vertigo, Basically an ear infection causing irritation. Well I got this intense dizziness. I started seeing illusions, my vision was in pencil sketch. Heres a picture...
I washed my face and looked in the mirror and i saw a little girl in my bath tub. Anything I thought of would come to life, I couldn't tell the difference between my thoughts and real life. Stuff started blowing up life fireworks, Things Shapeshifting. If I could possibly explain this would be Stressing so much lately. I guess those are one of the reasons a person can get vertigo. Who knows Im no Expert. What Is Vertigo?
I got prescribed Mecizine and Promethazine... I have only taken Promethazine, and It makes me feel tired and numb all over. I'm supposed to take four a day but I stopped. With two of them I cant speak sentences. With one Im just stuck in my mind the whole day.
Anyways I'm alive though.
I downloaded the Relapse album that Eminem did, Good songs I have to say.
Im tired of listening to Music with lyrics especially when they bring back bad memories.
Last week I decided to Get help with my Break up issues, I never ask for help... I rather help others, and keep everything to myself... As long as someone else is happy that good for me. I still ask myself why... Why did it happen. Its the little shit that makes me think of her, the little shit. Sometimes I do think what if we got back together, Im not gonna lie about shit thats the truth. I always think why did she break up. I controlled a room? an education? This is hard for me, But I guess its only getting better.
-Isaac Camacho
What Is Vertigo?
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