Today it creeped up on my pretty bad, haven't teared up in like 2 weeks till today. Mainly because I found a letter on my computer left from her. Its in the trash now (Computer Trash that is). What I have left of hers... A hair pin that is on my backpack (I dont know why I carry it on me, I just do), a diary that she gave me on valentines, Another paper she wrote to me while in class, One of her class homework papers. That is all that is left... oh wait yeah... she gave me Call Of Duty "Black Ops" for Christmas. Now thats all thats left.
If there is a good way to put it, my heart feels like Ron's wand that is broken on the chamber of secrets and cannot be mended (Yeah I'm A Harry Potter Nerd what can I say ;D)
Thats how I feel now. I might not have a lot left but I have amazing Memories and Memories are Forever.
I am trying to get better, and it going slow. Seeing other couples together sucks, seeing them all happy and shit. Username still saved on my computer, today I was tuning my Guitar the G note to be specific and I thought of her, Her family Called her "G".
I have kept close contact with Her brother though, we have a lot in common that I thought. He is a chill kid, reminds me of my freshman year ha. Ill be seeing him next weekend, Palo's anyone??
ha well Isaac should start getting to do his homework got a big test tomorrow.
Adios Amigos, Esta es la Vida de Une Camacho!
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